Aaron Hernandez’s suicide notes to his lawyer, daughter, and fiancée, Shayanna Jenkins as he entered a “timeless realm,” had been revealed in his lawyer Jose Baez’s new e-book, “Pointless Roughness: Contained in the Trial and FInal Days of Aaron Hernandez.”
Hernandez hanged himself in his Massachusetts jail cell on April 19, 2017. The previous New England Patriots participant was serving life in jail, however had been acquitted of a second homicide simply days earlier than his loss of life.
The notes, revealed by the New York Put up on Saturday, had been written on dominated paper and revealed Hernandez’s ultimate moments earlier than his loss of life.
Hernandez wrote within the be aware left to his daughter, Avielle Jenkins-Hernandez, that he wished her to “by no means concern” him, however to love him eternally.
“Daddy won’t ever depart you! I’m coming into to the timeless realm wherein I can enter into any type at any time as a result of the whole lot that might occur or not occurred I see unexpectedly! Life is everlasting—imagine!!!” Hernandez wrote within the letter, in accordance to the Put up. “Love, repent, and see me/your self in everybody as a result of that’s what the reality is! I’ll see you all within the heavens awaiting you all with the identical love.”
“By no means concern me, however love me with all of you! Concern is the one separation between you and I! We’re one another—I/you—you/me—there’s no want to concern however what you do unto one other will come again round!”
To his fianceé, Shayanna Jenkins: Shay,
You could have at all times been my soul-mate and I would like you to love life and know I’m at all times with you. I instructed you what was coming not directly! I really like you a lot and know [you] are an angel. We break up into two to come change the world! Your attribute is that of a real angel and the definition of God’s love! Inform my story absolutely however by no means suppose something apart from how a lot I really like you. This was the supreme almightys plan, not mine! I really like you! Let Avi understand how a lot I really like her! Take care of Jano and Eddie for me -they are my boys (You’re Wealthy). I KNEW I LOVED YOU = SAVAGE GARDEN NOT MUCH TIME I’M BEING CALLED! JOHN 3:16 I really like you all equally! We’re all one another! Don’t shed one tear for I’m with all of you and by no means wasn’t! don’t return to dwelling whereas worshipping false idols wherein I warned you about! IT’S TIME!!! The Actual Stay Perpetually
To his lawyer, Baez, he wrote:
“Effectively, I wrote this letter following my acquittal and wished to voice how I felt and let some folks whos[e] music helped me get by arduous instances, know that it did. Improper or proper – who is aware of – I simply observe my pure instincts and the way it guides me. Professionals or cons, didn’t weigh them, however I’m positive you’ll let me know your view.” “In addition to that, I would like you to know you’ve got me perpetually such as you by no means understood and time will reveal that I’m not good however my love and loyalty is such as you’ve by no means seen! I admire all of your work, time, effort, and by no means let that slip your thoughts! In time, you will note how appreciated you might be, in addition to all of the others equally!” he continued. “I would love to ship you letters so you’ll be able to ship to their [the artists] data or whichever method you suppose finest. I don’t need any media actually entering into me, attempting to simply ship my love to all of the artists who bought me by my robust instances and sending my respect to a number of of the true ones on the market.”